Monday, November 29, 2010

Review Schedule Time!

It's that time again! The last three weeks of school! My goal is (quite literally) to survive this week, and then it's pretty much smooth sailing from here on out. I have a ridiculous amount of reading to catch up on, 3 papers to write and 7 exams to sit (including one this afternoon. Boo.)

I hope everyone had a great thanksgiving! I had a great time with my family - we had a small lunch on Thursday and then a larger shindig on Friday. A 24.5 pound turkey for 14 people and dinner out in the barn was a lot of fun!

Last night when Lizz and I were both home at the same time (shock!) we cleaned and started to decorate for Christmas. She brought a bunch of lights from her house, which we spent some time hanging last night.

Wish I had time to blog in more detail. Instead I should probably go make myself lunch and get reading.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Birthday the 21st, Part 1

I had the BEST birthday yesterday! I wore a crown, I had my first legal drink at NXNW at dinner with my family and best friends, and I saw Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (part 1!) at midnight with about thirty of my friends in APO.


I had a wonderful birthday, and I can't wait to celebrate again on Sunday afternoon! :D

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Just 5 more hours...


I'm 21 in England right now, does that count?

(Just 5 more hours to go...)

Monday, November 1, 2010

Shuffling, Shuffling

Bonjour, November!

November is a much better month than October. I have a lot of beef with it as a month in the school year, not so much as a month in the calendar year. I love the way October feels, what with finally experiencing fall weather and the delicious, spicy, squash-filled cooking opportunities, but as far as a month in school, it's pretty much abysmal. October doesn't have any breaks, it doesn't have any reprieve from merciless exams and coursework. I'd venture to say the best thing about October is when it ends... Thanks, Halloween!

I had a BLAST this last weekend. I went to a few parties and slept past noon on Saturday AND Sunday. (Some of you may be wondering what my costume was this year... I wore camo this weekend, Ally went as a low budget pirate - it's free if it comes from your closet!)


Dragging my sorry arse out of bed this morning at 9am was a struggle, but I made it to class. I'm experiencing a (completely non-alcohol-related) Halloween Weekend hangover at the moment. I've changed all my calendars (the bunny suicide calendar looks like this, this month!



I do love the Bunny Suicides!)

I've been dreading this week for a while now - This week I have four exams, on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday.

Now, Monday's and Wednesday's exams need a bit of clarification, because they're both not REALLY exams, they just look like them in my planner. My French "oral exam" is today, but it's more of a project that I have to turn in this afternoon in class (it involved me working with a classmate, writing a script, and recording ourselves speaking in French, which I did last week.) and Wednesday's exam is a French "Redactiรณn", which is an in-class essay writing exercise. (The other two exams are actually exams in the more traditional sense. French Chapter 5 exam, and a geography exam covering the most recent three chapters.) I may need a few strong drinks at the end of the week, but I've already made myself an hourly study schedule and it feels like I can not only tackle but also conquer the week at this point.

(Changing the subject a little, but not really as it has to do with my upcoming week...) Those of you who know me even a little bit know my tendencies for obsessive behavior... recent examples of this include my obsession with Maroon 5 (um, I may have spent the last 3 months listening to their albums on loop) and the show Psych, which is about a man who pretends to be psychic and aids a police department as a psychic detective. It is hilarious. Not only that, but all four complete seasons are on Netflix, and the first five episodes of the fifth season are on Hulu. So, um, I may have spent the last few weeks catching myself up with all the episodes I've been missing over the last few years. The fifth season resumes on TV next week after a brief break, but they're showing a preview of it at the Union on Wednesday night! I'm super pumped. It'll be a nice break in the middle of the week!

After I went to my History class, I went back to my apartment to do some cleaning (I resolutely ignored EVERYTHING this weekend and laid around in my pajamas all day yesterday) and drink a lot of coffee, so I'm off back to campus to turn in my Oral Exam. If you need me this week, you can find me in the library... It looks like Ally and I will be closing it every night!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Little Army

Little known fact: By the time I graduate, I will have accumulated an army of Littles in APO. Haha.

You remember last semester, when Kim became my first Little?

Today, Blanca and Maaria became my Twin Littles! They're pretty much awesome. I see some good times in the future.


And this is my Line thus far. I'm a Grandbig now! Brianda (Kim's new Little), Kim, Me, Maaria, and Blanca.

After dinner, we caked someone again. Poor Erika.



I love my family! Contrary to popular belief, it is easy being (a) Green.

Friday, October 22, 2010

RAGE.

Okay, what I'm feeling right now is not exactly "RAGE!" but more along the lines of "ARGH!! So FRUSTRATING."

I am finally getting into this running thing. Actually getting into it, and not just going along with it because I have to. I really like the way I feel when I run - it's my favorite cardio exercise. I like how I feel skinny, I like how my feet bounce, and I like the burst of energy that I get when I run. I feel more and more every day like I might be able to tackle something like a half marathon. (Oh hey! 12/4/10!)

But with these longer runs, the old enemies resurface.

ASTHMA.

(Bum bum bum!)

I've had allergy and exercise induced asthma for what seems like forever. I've been seeing my doctor (who is the best asthma/allergy doctor ever! And also who happens to be an alumni of UT's chapter of APO! Small world.) for at least nine years. Under normal circumstances, I've been able to control my asthma, to where most of the time my inhaler stays at home, unless I know I'm going to be somewhere around pets. It gets annoying when allergies are bad, it has been mildly threatening when I've overdone it while doing Tae Kwon Do or something, but I feel like it has never actively worked against me.

The last week or so, I've been working on running for longer distances without breaks for walking. I notice that it's really easy to start walking and really hard to keep running, so it's partly a mental thing, but also it's partly due to the fact that a half marathon is 13.1 miles and I don't want to be walk-running every other mile of it. I would like to run as much as possible while being reasonably attuned to my body, and what it may or may not be screaming at me.

These longer periods of running have been triggering a different kind of asthma attack for me. Usually, my asthma problems are like (and this is the best way I can think to describe it) a cobweb in the back of my throat. The air can all get in, but it's like it has to be sieved first, and the sieving process is annoying, but that's it. The asthma problems I'm having while running feel more like I can't properly catch a breath. I can feel my lungs inflating, but I can't make them slow down. Unlike what I've heard people suggest, it's not like breathing through a tiny little straw - not at all, actually. (I've tried the straw thing before, just to see if it replicated it. It's bunk.)

I run with my inhaler, mostly because I understand how stupid it is not to, (though sometimes I forget) and so when I have these asthma problems, I can use it to calm down my body and breathe again. What I am all "RAGE!" about is the fact that I feel like my body is ready to push into longer distances, but my lungs are not. It's not like after my 4 mile run (well, 2 mile run and 2 mile walk home) I want to jump up and do it all again right now, but I could have kept going. I think I could have even run the whole way. But this stupid asthma thing got in the way. And Ally has a strict "one and you're done" policy when she runs with me, which is probably for the best.

While I understand that it's very important to push myself, I also understand better than ever that I have to listen to my body and not push TOO hard. I just wish my body were not so wheezy. Asthma is scary, and I thought I was doing really well with it. Having two asthma attacks in one week was not what I visualized at the beginning of it.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Emma, and my own silly hormones

Emma is 22 months old now. Folks, she's almost TWO. Talk about mind blowing.

I know I haven't really written about her, except briefly, in the last few months. Here's what has been going down in her life.

A few weeks ago, she had to have surgery. She had been sick all summer, and got UTIs and Kidney infections on what seemed like a weekly or biweekly cycle. Her surgery fixed that, and in the month and a half since that happened, she has gained a ton of weight (Oomph!) and is doing SO well.

I see her twice a week at least, though recently it's been more like three or four times (very busy parents!) and every time I see her, I swear she's bigger, smarter, more adorable. I can't imagine life without her these days. School is so stressful that escaping to her house to play with her is sometimes all I can look forward to in the day. That's not to say that I am absolutely miserable in school - far from it. But the brief break from the monotonous, unending cycle of reading, studying, and writing papers is a welcome one.

In the last few months, Emma has become so much more vocal. Previously, the easiest way to understand what she wanted was to let her point to it. The daycare she goes to taught her some sign language (for food-related words: milk, water, more, please, finished, etc.) and so at mealtimes it was easy to understand what she wanted. Other than that, it's good old trial and error. But with her ever-expanding vocabulary, it becomes clearer and clearer to me exactly what she wants. What is even more astounding to me is that she understands me perfectly. When I tell her to stay put, she stays. When I ask her if her diaper is dirty, she responds. When I ask her what sounds a duck makes, she tells me. Obviously, I know that she can understand me, but it never fails to astound me.

She is learning how to string words together to make sentences. She is a little chatterbox, and sees fit to inform me (or anyone!) exactly what is going on in her little brain and in her world. She adores her little baby dolls, and when she puts them in the toy crib, she says to me, "Baby sleep!" When I take her to the playground, she climbs all over the structures and tells me what color everything is. "Blue wall!" When she is hungry, she will climb into my lap, get right in my face, and tell me, "Eat now!" When she wants me to follow her, she'll say, "Come on!"

When I started looking after her when she was a teeny little four month old baby, I never expected that I would find such delight in her; how she grows, how she learns, how she loves. I adore her. I love her. Her little baby hormones work on my little baby-wanting and baby-loving hormones and trick me into thinking that I am her mother, too. Recently I have realized that these tricky little hormones have been telling me they want ANOTHER baby to look after. This is a particularly strange revelation to come to, especially considering that I am absolutely NOT her mother. But my body and my brain are both telling me very different things. Brain knows I am too young and still in school. Body thinks I should go out, find a man, and start poppin' em out. (P.S. Mom? I promise I will give you a few grandchildren. In the future. As in not soon.) Brain wins this round, but that doesn't stop Body from reminding me how adorable babies are and how good they smell.

Silly hormones.

More on Emma some other time. :)